When I just began to realise, its all gone...

After so long, I just wanted to start blogging. Well, mainly because I have LAPPY!!! And im kinda free to blog too...with lappy, nobody will see me blogging :DDD

Another reason why I wanted to start blogging is because I don't have people that I can share my secrets to..its a way of reliving stress too.. :D

Yes!! it was just another day of grace!!

POLY LIFE:
I'm a republican and a replugio now.
I have click called random cliques: eileen and kimberley. I had a "korkor".
Know him through my "son" (yongxun). He kinda forced me to be his "sister".
Whoaa!! and you guys should really see his blog.. It's all about TINA! every post..
so chi1 qin1.

by the way, the pic above is my "korkor".
He was posing for me in the webcam to take pics. HAHA! well, and he said that the barney was called ting (which was me). therefore he's kissing me.
(this the boring stuffs in life, which I called it SCREWED LIFE)
Ah well, I had a bad sleep last night.
I slept from 6+pm to 11+pm. I had sooo many miss calls from my parents. I was lyk slping soundly till I didnt realised that someone actually called me..Den I woke up at 11+pm and realised that I overslept! should wakie at 8+pm to study for cognitive, ended up revising the 6th presentation from 11+pm to 12+pm.

Den i really couldnt sleep after revising..I tried to slp in a starfish position..but still cldnt get to slp..den I start to think of certain things..relationships!!

Argh!! tot abt him, JJ ..tat guy that I knew on9 since sec3..hmm..Im just kinda desperate over him sometimes..really missed him loadds..so I imagined all the things that i can do with JJ till 3am den suddenly..its lyk GHOST attack!! I heard the houseflies buzzing in my ears in sudden loudness..i was so shocked that I quickly turnt on the lights..theres no insects to be found in my room...(GEEZ! dam eerie lah!!)
suddenly that sound just links it to the scene of the SHUTTER..the houseflies over that ghost's decomposed body...YUCKS! So i had a bad sleep.. And btw, im the only one in the house..LONELY AND SCARED.. haiiss...how great if I could haf JJ right beside me at that moment.. (GEEZ!! im desperate over HIM agn!!) arghss..

Sometimes I really wondered how cld i possibly fell for someone that I have not met before..hmm...this kinda liking for someone is really scary yea?

Well..today's module was MATHS... SIAN AH!! maths makes me mad..THIS the 4M rule that i've created when im sec4 doing addmaths. HAHA! all my maths exercise books has that quote! =X

(this is the secret)Ah well..u may be wondering why I put the title as When I just began to realise, its all gone... Right? Well...its about my "korkor". Its lyk i kinda miss him and hope that he'll go up to my class my find me agn...I shouldnt have told him that we should keep a distance or anithing liddat..
Well..but things just happened this way..I was really troubled after reading his msn personal msg..wad did he mean by attached? Well, i guess its that they have started le bah..All gone..no more guys in RP to pei me walk home/have fun/disiao/joke around le..left alone with my clicks..

BUT im still contented to be with my click. found a ring on the floor at the fried food food cart stall. ITS A NICE RING!! told Kim that perhaps the owner of this ring might be a shuai ge/pretty gayie boy. :D
Put it on kim's 4th finger and claimed that I'M her LAO GONG!!
hahahaha! :D

den eileen commented: "how can a laogong be shorter den laopao..looks kinda weird eh.."
Wahh good loh eileen...say I shorter den kim when u're shorter den me!!
[ROFL!] (:

den on train we discussed on wad is the first thing that we'll do when we reach home. So eileen says that she'll slp/bathe. I say I'll take off my hoodies. Then she said no..u shld take out ur keys to open the door.. I was lyk -.-" I should be knocking at the door and tell this to my sis, " jiejie!! i'm back! help me open the doorrrrrr..."

Ah well, I LOVE MY SIS!! she made me a happy meal for my dinner!! but disappointingly..got an ant sticking on the siew mai..
(eerrr rtye?)
but the food really looks appetising!!

oh btw, im super hungry esp when i reached home. cos I only had milk tea from 7+am>6+pm!! no other food!!
so that happy meal for dinner was really great and sastifying! :D

I just feel lyk blogging non-stop..about my life...too much happenings today and the past...

(Secret!)When I started knowing about my korkor, my life kinda change..hehes. I missed him so much during the hols that i see him in my dreams during the hols TWICE. thinking that he's back from australia. But well, when he asked me personally(face-to-face) whether I've missed him...I nodded my head hesitantly..he tot that I seriously fake that nod. but actually, I really missed him loadds.. FELT so distance...he's lyk so far away from me..i noe all it takes to get me to him was a call..but well..i felt weird to call him. He used to msn me and web cam me and we had all the fun at the webcam during study periods..but now, theres nothing from him. not even a word from him..korkor dun wan meimei le... )':

That JJ oso...I felt so distance...nothing from him to...
no words no songs today..
hope that I'll get to meet him in the future((: oh but at least, he sent me songs yesterday

LOVES!! <3

Alrighty! thats all about today...hopefully i'll be able to update my blog regularly..
BYE!

PS: KEEP the Secrets..