duno why suddenly when im out with my parents...i feel so down..
perhaps i hadnt been seeing my friends these days and have been so bored..
Facebook the whole day..pet society and restaurant city..
my mood has been made worse cos facebook is so lag!
Anw, im excited about tmr!!
can meet my son [ xun ] and my daughter [ xiu e ]!!
and without thinking of it..i actually jio around 10+ for the dinner gathering which is taking place this thurs :D
HAHA! (:
happy happy~
cant wait to see all of my old old school mates/classmates/friends/wood block family!
HAHAHA!
yeahh..so basically this made me happy at last..
thanks to my son's suggestion..anw, he was SO keen to meet van
LOL..poor ken square head hafta barely and stand there see his crush with my son.
=X
Just kidding =p
BYE READERS! have a good day!
only a life live for Him is a life worthwhile...
but a life without J.J is a life that is imperfect..
(so now im leading an imperfect life.. I miss JJ so much...)
i just wanna see him..this little wish of mine that I had made so long ago has never come true yet..
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
looking more awful each day..
AARGh!! i found it super hard to wake up this morning again..
Finding E learning suxs agn..
Btw, I haf redo my science worksheet cos my lappy got crash..
There's no AUTO safe recovery file at all !! so yeah...
Had such a boring day..my son was complaining abt today have been boring too..
I was facebooking the whole day...pet society..restaurant city...and
the all-time-favourite...BEJEWELED!!
(thats the game that it got me and JJ hooked on it!) :D
yupp.we both love bejeweled.
but i can play better den him!! * =p *
And I was sooooo bored till i did google and look for JJ's information..
see wad I can find about him in google..
It happens that I was so interested in "digging" out his blog out of google..
I failed! cldnt find his blog. I went on to type firmament, his surname n name in google and found out that he was in a forum page..leaving his number dwn for his customer to contact him.
Yeah btw, he's now working as property agent. He havent POP yet. and he's in quite a number of biz. Yeahh..busy guy..mabbe thats the reason why i feel that he doesnt seems to care about me animore..This must be one of the reasons i supposed.
old me to get ready to go down for a lunch at Mac..but in the end..she doesn't wan to go down unless i go down with her to get the food. But i can't leave the house cos just "nice" my lappy crash and i was trying to save my files. So disappointed that i cld haf mac for lunch ):
didnt feel lyk toking to korkor and JJ today on msn..so yeah..I didnt inititated..
just 5 mins ago..korkor suddenly toked to me on msn..
I was wondering wads up..he miss me issit?
scarlly is he wanted me to send him the communication skill module w/s.
*damm* yeah
My eyes were really tired..
I can see that the dark rings thats surrounding my eyes..
Its super blackie..blackie eyes..
quite swollen too..
mann...i nid sleep..yes i nid slp...
Felt super fearful to go back to school..
now the h1n1 cases has rose to 57 in my school.
isnt't it so scary? I felt so insecure to go school..I better stay healthy and slp loadds b4 i'll be the nxt victim yea?
So readers..TAKE GOOD CARE of your body yea?
dun stay up late!! drink loadds of water and haf a healthy diet!!
theres an old saying that goes lyk this,
"its better to be safe den sorry".
SEEYA around online! :D
Finding E learning suxs agn..
Btw, I haf redo my science worksheet cos my lappy got crash..
There's no AUTO safe recovery file at all !! so yeah...
Had such a boring day..my son was complaining abt today have been boring too..
I was facebooking the whole day...pet society..restaurant city...and
the all-time-favourite...BEJEWELED!!
(thats the game that it got me and JJ hooked on it!) :D
yupp.we both love bejeweled.
but i can play better den him!! * =p *
And I was sooooo bored till i did google and look for JJ's information..
see wad I can find about him in google..
It happens that I was so interested in "digging" out his blog out of google..
I failed! cldnt find his blog. I went on to type firmament, his surname n name in google and found out that he was in a forum page..leaving his number dwn for his customer to contact him.
Yeah btw, he's now working as property agent. He havent POP yet. and he's in quite a number of biz. Yeahh..busy guy..mabbe thats the reason why i feel that he doesnt seems to care about me animore..This must be one of the reasons i supposed.
old me to get ready to go down for a lunch at Mac..but in the end..she doesn't wan to go down unless i go down with her to get the food. But i can't leave the house cos just "nice" my lappy crash and i was trying to save my files. So disappointed that i cld haf mac for lunch ):
didnt feel lyk toking to korkor and JJ today on msn..so yeah..I didnt inititated..
just 5 mins ago..korkor suddenly toked to me on msn..
I was wondering wads up..he miss me issit?
scarlly is he wanted me to send him the communication skill module w/s.
*damm* yeah
My eyes were really tired..
I can see that the dark rings thats surrounding my eyes..
Its super blackie..blackie eyes..
quite swollen too..
mann...i nid sleep..yes i nid slp...
Felt super fearful to go back to school..
now the h1n1 cases has rose to 57 in my school.
isnt't it so scary? I felt so insecure to go school..I better stay healthy and slp loadds b4 i'll be the nxt victim yea?
So readers..TAKE GOOD CARE of your body yea?
dun stay up late!! drink loadds of water and haf a healthy diet!!
theres an old saying that goes lyk this,
"its better to be safe den sorry".
SEEYA around online! :D
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Letting go of him is hard becos I always believe that we'll meet on a special day in a special place..
Hi my dear readers!(:
lets start the my lifestory with today morning!!
Once I got off the bed, I went to the piano and start to sight read the ragtime music.
It was around 7.35+am in the morning. Den I realised that i could sight read the whole piece well so i went off to brush n wash up myself.
As usual, we were LATE for morning worship..
2 weeks ago, we were late becos of me..
1 week ago, we were late becos of my sis..
today we were late becos of my bro..
WOW! WAD A PATTERN YEA?
my mummy was complaining the whole morning about the 3 little monsters(me, sis n bro)
Well, today's morning worship was kinda different?
due to H1N1, we all had cuplets..and the bread of cos..we nida use a pincher!
its kinda hard to pinch the bread using that pincher yea? I think i seriously nid some practice for that? hahaha! my sis was so embarrassed as she took a longer time than others to pinch the bread out.
The morning ministry's talk by uncle chee hwee was an enlighting one.
NOTHING IS LOST!! the assembly treasures the teens so much and I really hope that in 10 years down the road, the church will continue to grow n glow!!
yeah, den today aunty helen went through the 2 kings 3..She emphasised alot about the friends that we are going to mix/mingle with..that they are preferably to be christians when she talks about King of Israel, Judah and Edom allies together..Yup..but i was wondering dat if we mingle with friends that are only christians..how can personal evangelism take place? Its good to mix around with non-christians friends too as we are able to enlarge our circle of friends and share with them the gospel when opportunity comes. The only thing that we must be careful is not to get influenced by some of their negative attitudes. and thats all. So i dun find any problem having non-christians friends...studying with them..seriously.
today's piano lesson was quite a funny one. mdm lim, my piano tchr..she was toking abt the sliming talk experience. She told me that a guy can lose 30kg over 5weeks or so by taking those organic stuffs..she said that the daily diet has to be replaced by 4 packets of organic stuffs and one simple meal to slim down..she spent about 15mins or so talking about it when im stucked with the contrary motion (chromatic scale) starting on C and F#. I just kept on laughing at her expression and her posture. YEAH..ENTERTAINING indeed =X after the lsn end, i called my mum, she wanna noe how i fare for today's lsn. So i asked mdm lim whtr im ok a not..den she says NO!! reason being I was still not prepared for exams.. :/ horrible yea? told you i suxs in piano/keyboard. anw, my mum just orh horr and ask me to go home and practice somemore.
Today i was LATE for ushering duty. Well, mag sent me a "funny" msg while i was on the bus..Cos i forgt wad time i shld be there for duty, so i asked her if its 545pm. This was wad she said,
" Huh, isnt it lyk any other timings? IDK. Ask kenneth then HAHAHah. Nvm lah, see you later then"
-.-" isnt it? Anw, i reached there around 555pm. I fell almst asleep during the gospel msg..the speaker is merely chanting spells into my ears..i really duno wad he's trying to say..FORGOT the whole message! =x After the service ends, uncle tk says that he had a meeting with me..he points at me..I was so scared!! i tot he caught me slping so he wanna meet me and tok to me one on one..oh no..haha! but it wasnt true! cos its just prayer mission grp meeting! haha! wad a frightening moment.
-THATS all the HAPPENINGS for today-
Pause for a thought..
have you readers ever wondered why i wrote about korkor when im in love wif JJ only?
I dun lyk korkor really as for now..cos..apparently hes attached already n i dun have that crazy special feelings when we're together doing things..but i dunnoe if he and I keep on chilling out together and doing stuffs and things together..i seriously dunno wad will happen. I haf a feeling that when im out with another guy, he doesnt seems to lyk it thou he looks perfectly ok..for instance..when he caught me with my son that time..Yeah..he was giving me that "ok?" look.
Well, hopefully i wun feel so helpless when he's out there bullying me (i.e. taking my stuffs and dun return me.. etc) Yeah..
I realised that the thought of JJ never fails to keep appearing in my mind ever since he stepped into my life..Today when i was on my way home, i longed to haf him beside me..to accompany me..to joke with me and stuffs..sigh..if only we could be together...
Korkor was the person that i could see almost everyday..yet he wasnt at my mind all the times..but JJ was the person that i couldn't see at all..yet he was on my mind all the time..
BIG sigh! and i tot if something childish..i was wondering wad if i had a decent guy walking and being close with me and JJ saw it..i seriously hope that he wld react n be disappointed..HAHA! but somehow ive got a feelin that he doesnt care at all..
Im so confused..i think at the moment now..i should not think about him..I wanna let him go..but i failed...so many attempts..(attempted to let go of him that time when i didnt talk to him for the whole of 6 months..but i failed..i missed him too much..I kept thinking about the time he pretended to be JJ's friend on msn..just to talk to me..I felt so sad..i dun wan him to do this..) Aargh...I JUST CANNOT get over wif him unless a nice/decent/attractive guy appears to me and showed deep love for me..mabbe i could stop thinking about JJ for a while..MAY BE..
Letting go of him is hard becos I always believe that we'll meet on a special day in a special place..
hmm..thats just all my random thoughts people..
pray for me yea?
BYE READERS (enjoy the new week)
lets start the my lifestory with today morning!!
Once I got off the bed, I went to the piano and start to sight read the ragtime music.
It was around 7.35+am in the morning. Den I realised that i could sight read the whole piece well so i went off to brush n wash up myself.
As usual, we were LATE for morning worship..
2 weeks ago, we were late becos of me..
1 week ago, we were late becos of my sis..
today we were late becos of my bro..
WOW! WAD A PATTERN YEA?
my mummy was complaining the whole morning about the 3 little monsters(me, sis n bro)
Well, today's morning worship was kinda different?
due to H1N1, we all had cuplets..and the bread of cos..we nida use a pincher!
its kinda hard to pinch the bread using that pincher yea? I think i seriously nid some practice for that? hahaha! my sis was so embarrassed as she took a longer time than others to pinch the bread out.
The morning ministry's talk by uncle chee hwee was an enlighting one.
NOTHING IS LOST!! the assembly treasures the teens so much and I really hope that in 10 years down the road, the church will continue to grow n glow!!
yeah, den today aunty helen went through the 2 kings 3..She emphasised alot about the friends that we are going to mix/mingle with..that they are preferably to be christians when she talks about King of Israel, Judah and Edom allies together..Yup..but i was wondering dat if we mingle with friends that are only christians..how can personal evangelism take place? Its good to mix around with non-christians friends too as we are able to enlarge our circle of friends and share with them the gospel when opportunity comes. The only thing that we must be careful is not to get influenced by some of their negative attitudes. and thats all. So i dun find any problem having non-christians friends...studying with them..seriously.
today's piano lesson was quite a funny one. mdm lim, my piano tchr..she was toking abt the sliming talk experience. She told me that a guy can lose 30kg over 5weeks or so by taking those organic stuffs..she said that the daily diet has to be replaced by 4 packets of organic stuffs and one simple meal to slim down..she spent about 15mins or so talking about it when im stucked with the contrary motion (chromatic scale) starting on C and F#. I just kept on laughing at her expression and her posture. YEAH..ENTERTAINING indeed =X after the lsn end, i called my mum, she wanna noe how i fare for today's lsn. So i asked mdm lim whtr im ok a not..den she says NO!! reason being I was still not prepared for exams.. :/ horrible yea? told you i suxs in piano/keyboard. anw, my mum just orh horr and ask me to go home and practice somemore.
Today i was LATE for ushering duty. Well, mag sent me a "funny" msg while i was on the bus..Cos i forgt wad time i shld be there for duty, so i asked her if its 545pm. This was wad she said,
" Huh, isnt it lyk any other timings? IDK. Ask kenneth then HAHAHah. Nvm lah, see you later then"
-.-" isnt it? Anw, i reached there around 555pm. I fell almst asleep during the gospel msg..the speaker is merely chanting spells into my ears..i really duno wad he's trying to say..FORGOT the whole message! =x After the service ends, uncle tk says that he had a meeting with me..he points at me..I was so scared!! i tot he caught me slping so he wanna meet me and tok to me one on one..oh no..haha! but it wasnt true! cos its just prayer mission grp meeting! haha! wad a frightening moment.
-THATS all the HAPPENINGS for today-
Pause for a thought..
have you readers ever wondered why i wrote about korkor when im in love wif JJ only?
I dun lyk korkor really as for now..cos..apparently hes attached already n i dun have that crazy special feelings when we're together doing things..but i dunnoe if he and I keep on chilling out together and doing stuffs and things together..i seriously dunno wad will happen. I haf a feeling that when im out with another guy, he doesnt seems to lyk it thou he looks perfectly ok..for instance..when he caught me with my son that time..Yeah..he was giving me that "ok?" look.
Well, hopefully i wun feel so helpless when he's out there bullying me (i.e. taking my stuffs and dun return me.. etc) Yeah..
I realised that the thought of JJ never fails to keep appearing in my mind ever since he stepped into my life..Today when i was on my way home, i longed to haf him beside me..to accompany me..to joke with me and stuffs..sigh..if only we could be together...
Korkor was the person that i could see almost everyday..yet he wasnt at my mind all the times..but JJ was the person that i couldn't see at all..yet he was on my mind all the time..
BIG sigh! and i tot if something childish..i was wondering wad if i had a decent guy walking and being close with me and JJ saw it..i seriously hope that he wld react n be disappointed..HAHA! but somehow ive got a feelin that he doesnt care at all..
Im so confused..i think at the moment now..i should not think about him..I wanna let him go..but i failed...so many attempts..(attempted to let go of him that time when i didnt talk to him for the whole of 6 months..but i failed..i missed him too much..I kept thinking about the time he pretended to be JJ's friend on msn..just to talk to me..I felt so sad..i dun wan him to do this..) Aargh...I JUST CANNOT get over wif him unless a nice/decent/attractive guy appears to me and showed deep love for me..mabbe i could stop thinking about JJ for a while..MAY BE..
Letting go of him is hard becos I always believe that we'll meet on a special day in a special place..
hmm..thats just all my random thoughts people..
pray for me yea?
BYE READERS (enjoy the new week)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Should i be happy or sad?
A DAY OF GRACE!(:
Firstly, in the morning I just can't wake myself up..
keep on slacking on the bed. I cldnt rmb whtr i had piano lesson today..so i msg my tchr. den later i realised that lsn was tmr after sending the msg. mann..if i only i cld rmb it earlier.
Den i woke up super late..around 11am+!! hahaha! den i started to do things slowly..
Time passes super fast. I decided to go for YP initally..den realised that Im having problems with the exam pieces..tmr is piano lsn and i havent practiced piano for almst a week! mann..thats bad...plus my exam is coming up nxt month. =X
my life is so disorganised.
Anw, i didnt go for YP..I missed the discussion about how to preach to catholic..hais! It might be useful for the future..cos JJ is a catholic. HAHA =X
Ah well, den had a super full dinner with my daddy, mummy n brother!!
can't stop eating lyk yesterday!! mann...im so gna put on weight..
When we're on our home, I feel lyk passing motion..bear the pain lyk a mad women =X
Kept urging my brother to quickly open the door!! hahaha!
So..to conclude about today..I think i should feel absolutely contented!
i've such a great daddy n mummy to provide me everything that i need except for JJ.
How great if they wld understand about my love for JJ..
*sigh*
NOW feeling nostalgic..
Waiting for JJ to jio me out...waiting for him..
I rmbed that time when i ignored him for more den 6 months..(blocked him frm msn, didnt msg him) and after that i couldnt help but start msging him agn becos i missed him too much..He WAS ANGRY with me!! he wanted a good explanation..
So i said that it's becos I started to feel very different about him..I hafta stop this feeling..I have to stop having the feeling to wanna see him..
So he said that he was waiting for me..he feels the same as i felt..
I COULDN'T believe he actually feels that way too..
if only i knew it earlier..so basically I said that he can choose wadeva he wanna do with me..he says he wants me to meet him everyday..every moment! Lol!! i was lyk he might as well take me as his wife. HAHA! den after dat he says he dun mind..and he really called my laopo! xD HAHAHA! but that sweet moments lasted for a short while only.. (better den nothing! haha! it shall forever be in my mind) :D
I LOVE JJ! <3
i'll be waiting for the day..
cos i believe that we'll meet on a special day..in a special place..
I believe it will happen..I BELIEVE!
Firstly, in the morning I just can't wake myself up..
keep on slacking on the bed. I cldnt rmb whtr i had piano lesson today..so i msg my tchr. den later i realised that lsn was tmr after sending the msg. mann..if i only i cld rmb it earlier.
Den i woke up super late..around 11am+!! hahaha! den i started to do things slowly..
Time passes super fast. I decided to go for YP initally..den realised that Im having problems with the exam pieces..tmr is piano lsn and i havent practiced piano for almst a week! mann..thats bad...plus my exam is coming up nxt month. =X
my life is so disorganised.
Anw, i didnt go for YP..I missed the discussion about how to preach to catholic..hais! It might be useful for the future..cos JJ is a catholic. HAHA =X
Ah well, den had a super full dinner with my daddy, mummy n brother!!
can't stop eating lyk yesterday!! mann...im so gna put on weight..
When we're on our home, I feel lyk passing motion..bear the pain lyk a mad women =X
Kept urging my brother to quickly open the door!! hahaha!
So..to conclude about today..I think i should feel absolutely contented!
i've such a great daddy n mummy to provide me everything that i need except for JJ.
How great if they wld understand about my love for JJ..
*sigh*
NOW feeling nostalgic..
Waiting for JJ to jio me out...waiting for him..
I rmbed that time when i ignored him for more den 6 months..(blocked him frm msn, didnt msg him) and after that i couldnt help but start msging him agn becos i missed him too much..He WAS ANGRY with me!! he wanted a good explanation..
So i said that it's becos I started to feel very different about him..I hafta stop this feeling..I have to stop having the feeling to wanna see him..
So he said that he was waiting for me..he feels the same as i felt..
I COULDN'T believe he actually feels that way too..
if only i knew it earlier..so basically I said that he can choose wadeva he wanna do with me..he says he wants me to meet him everyday..every moment! Lol!! i was lyk he might as well take me as his wife. HAHA! den after dat he says he dun mind..and he really called my laopo! xD HAHAHA! but that sweet moments lasted for a short while only.. (better den nothing! haha! it shall forever be in my mind) :D
I LOVE JJ! <3
i'll be waiting for the day..
cos i believe that we'll meet on a special day..in a special place..
I believe it will happen..I BELIEVE!
Friday, June 26, 2009
irritated first den happy at last
HAPPY ENDING!!!
As usual, i hated the e-learning...
I had such a "great" team esp today. No one is online to discuss with me on the summary statement...no one in my team was in the mass conversation with Mrs Teh...sobs..
Got super irritated when Mrs Teh says that i wasn't online when i was online from the start. She said she didn't see me discussing with my team mates...obviously..can she see any of my team mates in LEO?!! c'mon mann..
Anyway, i've done my work and i heck care her comments..She just made me dislyk her more n more only..wadever shes gna grade me...i dun care..cos ive done my work and i dun haf to please her even when shes my faccy. I hate being manipulated by people.
Tonight's dinner was great! there's BBQ @ the BBQ pit near my house with the Yishun RFG people. there was kenneth n his sisters, lynne(his cousin) and timothy and his brothers. (mentioning only my age-group people). I had goobled all the food since Ive reached there and never stop eating till an hour later or so. YUP!! so im super full and super happy and sastified!
Den we played badminton together. Firstly, I played with cheryl and Lynne. Den later I played with cheryl and jared (son of uncle jeremy). I was super shock that can play so well!! wad an eye opening. Cheryl is just 8 yrs old and she can serve and hit the shuttlecock well..and plus we're playing in a low light intensity place..(the whole court's spotlights were off)
I played with kenneth and samuel later. Kenneth was super funny when he plays badminton. He's good lah..but his pose was funny. I can't help giggling to myself. LOL!
Yup!! so basically thats all i wanna post about.
U guys didnt hear me toking about JJ for a long time right?
It's not becos i dun lyk him anymore..its becos not much of happenings..things were going on as usual..except that for today, when i told him that Carol found my lappy...he said that he wanna noe her..(I WAS LYK GOING TO SLAP HIM when he said this..DAMmmm..when is he going to stop all the eye candies nonsense?!)
Ah well, i was oso jealous when he said that. HUMPT!
and he always disappoints me..HAIS..he doesnt say hey first to me animore..he doesnt seems to be interested to meet me out...he dun jio me...so i hafta persuade him to jio me out..made me lose so much face..
Hais..no progression..i think its gna end soon if i dun meet him and talk to him soon..Which is my nitemare if im ever gona lose him..yeah..
kay..thats all i wanna say for today..
BYE readers (:
As usual, i hated the e-learning...
I had such a "great" team esp today. No one is online to discuss with me on the summary statement...no one in my team was in the mass conversation with Mrs Teh...sobs..
Got super irritated when Mrs Teh says that i wasn't online when i was online from the start. She said she didn't see me discussing with my team mates...obviously..can she see any of my team mates in LEO?!! c'mon mann..
Anyway, i've done my work and i heck care her comments..She just made me dislyk her more n more only..wadever shes gna grade me...i dun care..cos ive done my work and i dun haf to please her even when shes my faccy. I hate being manipulated by people.
Tonight's dinner was great! there's BBQ @ the BBQ pit near my house with the Yishun RFG people. there was kenneth n his sisters, lynne(his cousin) and timothy and his brothers. (mentioning only my age-group people). I had goobled all the food since Ive reached there and never stop eating till an hour later or so. YUP!! so im super full and super happy and sastified!
Den we played badminton together. Firstly, I played with cheryl and Lynne. Den later I played with cheryl and jared (son of uncle jeremy). I was super shock that can play so well!! wad an eye opening. Cheryl is just 8 yrs old and she can serve and hit the shuttlecock well..and plus we're playing in a low light intensity place..(the whole court's spotlights were off)
I played with kenneth and samuel later. Kenneth was super funny when he plays badminton. He's good lah..but his pose was funny. I can't help giggling to myself. LOL!
Yup!! so basically thats all i wanna post about.
U guys didnt hear me toking about JJ for a long time right?
It's not becos i dun lyk him anymore..its becos not much of happenings..things were going on as usual..except that for today, when i told him that Carol found my lappy...he said that he wanna noe her..(I WAS LYK GOING TO SLAP HIM when he said this..DAMmmm..when is he going to stop all the eye candies nonsense?!)
Ah well, i was oso jealous when he said that. HUMPT!
and he always disappoints me..HAIS..he doesnt say hey first to me animore..he doesnt seems to be interested to meet me out...he dun jio me...so i hafta persuade him to jio me out..made me lose so much face..
Hais..no progression..i think its gna end soon if i dun meet him and talk to him soon..Which is my nitemare if im ever gona lose him..yeah..
kay..thats all i wanna say for today..
BYE readers (:
Thursday, June 25, 2009
BABY was back!! YAY thanks carol (:
my baby= Lappy, was slping in the library yesterday..enjoying the air-con! (:
I MISS MY BABY LAPPY SO MUCH!! and its back with me finally heeh!! :DD
Aarghs..today did enterprise module...Its e-learning. So yup..no more splitting of task. Everything has to be done by yourself. So yea..but ive got reference from eileen and wayne..so it isnt that bad anw :D
Well, wayne told me that his parents strictly forbid him to go anywhere becos of H1N1. so he couldnt come to sch today. Well anw, the band practice was cancelled.
I MISS MY BABY LAPPY SO MUCH!! and its back with me finally heeh!! :DD
Aarghs..today did enterprise module...Its e-learning. So yup..no more splitting of task. Everything has to be done by yourself. So yea..but ive got reference from eileen and wayne..so it isnt that bad anw :D
Well, wayne told me that his parents strictly forbid him to go anywhere becos of H1N1. so he couldnt come to sch today. Well anw, the band practice was cancelled.
(I was wearing "best" tee shirt that was given for my 16th bdae frm my ah dear last yr)
This was the happenings:
Before I reached khatib mrt station, i was so excited. Probably cos I am excited to meet the guys! =x Ah well, I called korkor to ask him whtr he's still in sch. He said yes n so i went to find him :D Den when i was about to reach rp, i called danny to ask him where is he too..so qiao(coincidence) that korkor and him were at the crossroads. So they waited for me.
Danny made this comment on my shirt: Ting is BEST becos shitting is best. LOL!
and he was lyk acting out, or rather imitate my expressions when I couldnt find my lappy. He was re acting out on his roles too..he said he ran the whole school to look for my lappy. How nice rtye? Korkor was nice too!! he said that he prayed for me b4 he board the bus, and when he's in bus..and when he alight the bus. LOL! :D But he want a kiss from me!! awws! xD
Of cos i didnt go and give him a kiss..I have never kiss a guy before. LOL!
and he was lyk acting out, or rather imitate my expressions when I couldnt find my lappy. He was re acting out on his roles too..he said he ran the whole school to look for my lappy. How nice rtye? Korkor was nice too!! he said that he prayed for me b4 he board the bus, and when he's in bus..and when he alight the bus. LOL! :D But he want a kiss from me!! awws! xD
Of cos i didnt go and give him a kiss..I have never kiss a guy before. LOL!
hmm, den later i went to collect the lappy. The malay auntie at the library counter was so fierce. She was lyk reprimanding me saying, " nxt time dun lyk this u noe..we dont keep lappy and all u noe..nxt time be careful ar." Ah well, was so paiseh to collect the lappy. But well..i still feel happy! Found Carol my hero's PSLE w/s that was left on the table. was oso paiseh to collect her stuff cos there was guys sitting near her stuffs and when i was taking those stuff i could hear whispers of Oh sry..aiyoo..that kinda sound.
Den saw FIFI, sly and sha..Fifi was asking me..how could i possibly lose a lappy..he was wondering and he asked if I closed my eyes and walk away from the library. LOL!
Den later korkor came and ask if i can teach him the cognitive module stuffs. So i went with him to the library.
On the way to library, he said that i still owed him a kiss. He said that i can choose to kiss or make out with him. Or i can choose to kiss and followed by making out. so i was wondering wads make out. At first i heard its make up. and was thinking to myself why does he wan a make out?
So i went library and researched on it...and found out that it was so sexual actions and etc. *yucks* its okay that he said that. but its not okay if i allow him to do that with me..SERIOUSLY! and his hunny would be sad. isnt it? Hmm, den i was msning with amy, lanrick, sheereen and khim..and of cos with korkor too though he was beside me. Hmm, he was so depressed by the cognitive ws and the work that he has to do cos he has no idea what is the whole problem on the module abt. Well, i think he's just lazy to think too? Erm, anw, he pushed my aside and pissed amy first by typing f*k you..followed by Ianrick den sheereen. Arghs..he made me offfended Ianrick cos i didnt had a chance to tell him that it's korkor tat did it. BTW, he noes my korkor cos classmates mah.
PISSED OFF! why? cos korkor went lethargic agn, and his itchy hands problem again..He pulled my hair and bite..he kissed my phone screen and den took my phone and placed it on my mouth after he kissed on the phone(i chiong to the toilet to wash my mouth after that)..he tried slping on my lap..he placed his hands around my head and i was positioned under his arms/armpit after he did this...He wanted a kiss from me and he used his tongue to bulg that side of his face to ask me to kiss his face on that particular side..He went emo and murmured to me(when i tot he was talking on the phone) that he was clever and i was blahblahblah to him?
den he said that I think that he's not awesome when i told him that his mouth could do magic..he believes that I think lowly of him..so i asked him how could he say that..den he said becos i didnt tell him how impt he is in my life. Well..as i asked him issit impt? and he said yes...so i was kinda speechless..if i tell him that i missed him and he appears in my mind sometimes, ever since i knew him..would he believe? cos he dun trust me at all..he thinks im a liar everytime..So even when the truth is out right in front of his face..he wun believe even thou he gets it..so wad for tell him all these when he wun believe? I might as well keep it deep in my heart..save some pride and face for myself.
oh well, den he wants to see me get angry..so he keep flicking his fingers on me...trying to irritate me..den he asked me why he still cldnt see my angry face? issit becos he looks ugly dats why i wanna laugh at him? surely not. Den i told him this(which ive regretted)..korkor, U couldnt see it on my face yes...but in my heart...i think that u're very really irritating and i wanna you noe -*silent*(showed him the "smack you" wave). Den he went emo..he packed his all stuffs with his head down...den after he finished packing, he put his head on the table..I pat him on the shoulder twice and "awws"...den he was lyk shaking his shoulder to the left and right...which looks so funny so i gave a laugh..But after that...we didnt tok all the way till we are reaching the traffic lights. He suddenly burst out laughing and asked me seriously I tot he's angry with me uh? Firstly..in my heart..i feel lyk kicking him and throw him away with all my might..(so i didnt reply him and gave him that stupid thundering black face) After a while, i tok to him, telling him that i really dun understand him and he seems lyk he's having PMS. den he told me that he was a gal..so its normal..After that, he was telling me that at first he was angry when i said i found him REALLY irritating in my heart. so he's sad..but later when i started to pat him...he was feeling okay and wanna give a laugh..but he bear that laughter all the way till he gave that BIG LAUGH..mann (its seriously not funny) Through his expression(bearing to let out a laugh)..i tot he was thinking and he looks lyk he wanna explode at anytime to shout at me this.., "Ting broke my heart...shes so evil...how could she say such a thing to me..isnt she irritating at times too?"
oh well, den he wants to see me get angry..so he keep flicking his fingers on me...trying to irritate me..den he asked me why he still cldnt see my angry face? issit becos he looks ugly dats why i wanna laugh at him? surely not. Den i told him this(which ive regretted)..korkor, U couldnt see it on my face yes...but in my heart...i think that u're very really irritating and i wanna you noe -*silent*(showed him the "smack you" wave). Den he went emo..he packed his all stuffs with his head down...den after he finished packing, he put his head on the table..I pat him on the shoulder twice and "awws"...den he was lyk shaking his shoulder to the left and right...which looks so funny so i gave a laugh..But after that...we didnt tok all the way till we are reaching the traffic lights. He suddenly burst out laughing and asked me seriously I tot he's angry with me uh? Firstly..in my heart..i feel lyk kicking him and throw him away with all my might..(so i didnt reply him and gave him that stupid thundering black face) After a while, i tok to him, telling him that i really dun understand him and he seems lyk he's having PMS. den he told me that he was a gal..so its normal..After that, he was telling me that at first he was angry when i said i found him REALLY irritating in my heart. so he's sad..but later when i started to pat him...he was feeling okay and wanna give a laugh..but he bear that laughter all the way till he gave that BIG LAUGH..mann (its seriously not funny) Through his expression(bearing to let out a laugh)..i tot he was thinking and he looks lyk he wanna explode at anytime to shout at me this.., "Ting broke my heart...shes so evil...how could she say such a thing to me..isnt she irritating at times too?"
Then later raffy, cheng and alex walked with us..raffy wanted to see me look angry too..but he failed to make me angry..or rather..he made me LOL when he tried to be fierce and scream at me..hmm, den we went to the deck , which is beneath woodlands mrt station platform and chill out with the replugios. After i told danny that he cheated me to come to the deck, I went to get a gift for my hero who found my baby. 
This is wad i got for her
This is a price tag. Above it it says BB POOH AsS!!
Funny isnt it! cool! hmm, yup..so this was just another day of grace!!
SURELY...ive been SO blessed by my LORD!! PRAISE BE TO THE LORD!
bye readers! enjoy ur day lyk i do :D
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
I miss my lappy...where isit?!
Yesterday...everything after 7+pm...my life was screwed up..
I've NEVER been so CARELESS in my life...to leave a lappy in the library and FORGOTTEN to take it with me!!! HOW COULD THIS BE?! in maths, ive made lotsa careless mistakes...but I wan to be sure that i would be so careless even in life too
Anw, yesterday I didn't have the energy to blog. I was dead tired after I reached home...
wad i could sae was tat yesterday was a super long day too.
Hm, the maths module on probability yesterday was a easy one. There's only lyk 2 slides..or rather ONE slide for me to explain n present about.
As ususal and as predicted, the lesson ends an hour later. maths faccy just kept on asking questions. so candace, me and amy was super bored. then we took pictures in class. We were happy-go-lucking all the way till its our turn to present. Oh yea, btw, my team was the last group to present. HAHA!
hm, after dat i went to the cafe in the library to meet my band mates from replug. There was where i lost my lappy.
Den went to TRCC practice room to jam somemore. Korkor was super "horny" with farhan. He can cling his whole body to farhan! and he was lyk doing a horny pose on "baby show me show me!"..plus the screamo he did ar..i tell you...he scremo so many times until people wanna hit him (annoying!) Den i sat beside wayne and see how he play piano. He's cool mann! can improvise the chords in the right hand until so well :D Well, later there was some sexual harrassment from korkor agn...he was touching me from behind infront of all the replugios that was in the same band as me. So naddy exclaimed, "TING!! He's touching you!" Ah well, i pushed him aside yea.
Later when i was about to go home, I couldnt find my lappy!! searched everywhere for it!
Den no choice, still have to go back cos no point searching for it since it is nowhere to be found. Korkor was trying to console me..keep putting his arms around me. Well, later he thinks that by carrying his lappy will soothe my thoughts a little BUT IT SERIOUSLY DOES NOT HELP!!
he tot i was crying when i was covering almost all of my face with jacket. He smoked later and told me to pray about it and that he'd pray for me too after he smoked. Cos he thinks that God wun answer his prayers when he's smoking...may be true. Anw,I told him,"This lappy was less den 1k, but it was all my savings. It's lyk tearing/cutting my heart's flesh..(xin ru dao ge). And I could even joke with him. I said,"If people really mistook my lappy, I would shout to him/her whether they are BLIND and give them a tight slap over their faces. den i laughed saddistically. He tot that by hitting people i can feel better. So he asked me to hit/slap him if i wan to!! OMGosh!! i couldnt do that obviously! and i would slap people whos innocent..if not later i will feel dam bad and gulity about it.
Den went home and cried a little cos my dad says that I dunno how to cherish my things. Must be anyhow thro my lappy here and there..den he kinda concluded that he wun lend me his lappy. So i was thinking that he dun understand my feelings. Korkor can encouraged me and tried so hard to make me feel better...why cant my dad?! Well, I was famished but still have to run down to the shop to top up my card if not wd if people really found my lappy n contact me rtye? I went to the extend of writing a report on my lappy so that i can give the one-stop centre/police the information asap.
After reporting the case to sly and wayne, a gal called me. missed her call so i called her back. She said, " Hi, is this Ting? Are you in the midst of finding your lappy? U are lucky! I'm carol and I have found ur lappy...Or rather I was lucky that ur lappy has found me!"
so i replied, "REALLY?! MY LAPPY HAS FOUND YOU?!!!!"
den she said,"No lah..HAHA~ i've found your lappy."
I quickly answered, "Where issit? where did you find it?"
She said, "its in library. you may collect it in library counter."
"Thanks oh really thanks!!! how to thank you really?! THANKS!"
"no need, its okay..just make an annoucement in RP that ive found ur lappy. Den i was lyk huh -.-"? She quickly said that shes joking. I asked for her class and she said that shes in e37L! just a few classes away from me!!! awws, i really wanna thank her. Planning to buy a cute big bear for her with a thank you and a big thank you card for her. :D
Finally. i could slp in a peace of mind, :D
GOOD NIGHT
Thank God for anwering my prayer. In thee whom i trust :D
I've NEVER been so CARELESS in my life...to leave a lappy in the library and FORGOTTEN to take it with me!!! HOW COULD THIS BE?! in maths, ive made lotsa careless mistakes...but I wan to be sure that i would be so careless even in life too
Anw, yesterday I didn't have the energy to blog. I was dead tired after I reached home...
wad i could sae was tat yesterday was a super long day too.
Hm, the maths module on probability yesterday was a easy one. There's only lyk 2 slides..or rather ONE slide for me to explain n present about.
As ususal and as predicted, the lesson ends an hour later. maths faccy just kept on asking questions. so candace, me and amy was super bored. then we took pictures in class. We were happy-go-lucking all the way till its our turn to present. Oh yea, btw, my team was the last group to present. HAHA!
hm, after dat i went to the cafe in the library to meet my band mates from replug. There was where i lost my lappy.
Den went to TRCC practice room to jam somemore. Korkor was super "horny" with farhan. He can cling his whole body to farhan! and he was lyk doing a horny pose on "baby show me show me!"..plus the screamo he did ar..i tell you...he scremo so many times until people wanna hit him (annoying!) Den i sat beside wayne and see how he play piano. He's cool mann! can improvise the chords in the right hand until so well :D Well, later there was some sexual harrassment from korkor agn...he was touching me from behind infront of all the replugios that was in the same band as me. So naddy exclaimed, "TING!! He's touching you!" Ah well, i pushed him aside yea.
Later when i was about to go home, I couldnt find my lappy!! searched everywhere for it!
Den no choice, still have to go back cos no point searching for it since it is nowhere to be found. Korkor was trying to console me..keep putting his arms around me. Well, later he thinks that by carrying his lappy will soothe my thoughts a little BUT IT SERIOUSLY DOES NOT HELP!!
he tot i was crying when i was covering almost all of my face with jacket. He smoked later and told me to pray about it and that he'd pray for me too after he smoked. Cos he thinks that God wun answer his prayers when he's smoking...may be true. Anw,I told him,"This lappy was less den 1k, but it was all my savings. It's lyk tearing/cutting my heart's flesh..(xin ru dao ge). And I could even joke with him. I said,"If people really mistook my lappy, I would shout to him/her whether they are BLIND and give them a tight slap over their faces. den i laughed saddistically. He tot that by hitting people i can feel better. So he asked me to hit/slap him if i wan to!! OMGosh!! i couldnt do that obviously! and i would slap people whos innocent..if not later i will feel dam bad and gulity about it.
Den went home and cried a little cos my dad says that I dunno how to cherish my things. Must be anyhow thro my lappy here and there..den he kinda concluded that he wun lend me his lappy. So i was thinking that he dun understand my feelings. Korkor can encouraged me and tried so hard to make me feel better...why cant my dad?! Well, I was famished but still have to run down to the shop to top up my card if not wd if people really found my lappy n contact me rtye? I went to the extend of writing a report on my lappy so that i can give the one-stop centre/police the information asap.
After reporting the case to sly and wayne, a gal called me. missed her call so i called her back. She said, " Hi, is this Ting? Are you in the midst of finding your lappy? U are lucky! I'm carol and I have found ur lappy...Or rather I was lucky that ur lappy has found me!"
so i replied, "REALLY?! MY LAPPY HAS FOUND YOU?!!!!"
den she said,"No lah..HAHA~ i've found your lappy."
I quickly answered, "Where issit? where did you find it?"
She said, "its in library. you may collect it in library counter."
"Thanks oh really thanks!!! how to thank you really?! THANKS!"
"no need, its okay..just make an annoucement in RP that ive found ur lappy. Den i was lyk huh -.-"? She quickly said that shes joking. I asked for her class and she said that shes in e37L! just a few classes away from me!!! awws, i really wanna thank her. Planning to buy a cute big bear for her with a thank you and a big thank you card for her. :D
Finally. i could slp in a peace of mind, :D
GOOD NIGHT
Thank God for anwering my prayer. In thee whom i trust :D
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
wad my SULKING FACE can do
truly it was JUST another DAY of GRACE
today mag lew( my cognitive faccy) didnt come for class. so another faccy took over the class. I seriously think that today's problem was very texting. too much things to research on. But was really glad to find a good resource frm the internet!! super happy to learn wad makes an effective argument. YUP!
During 1st study period, i went to canteen and buy food. Was super hungry!! Amy can see tat..yup and i tasted carmel milk tea for the first time. The drink was super nice :D Saw my son on the way back..but he was walking too ahead of me, so i didnt bother to call him.
Next, i was jio-ing yuan ting n samuel to whitewash replug concert. They both are going! :D HAHA! happy ((: Den I talked to my son..told him that i saw him n later he webcam with me. He was dam interested in Yihan and yup, they became friends after i gave him her msn. :D Son saw me sulking. So he asked me whtr i wan him to look for me after sch. So i agreed.
After I met him, we didnt noe wad to do. so we was walking to the entrance..there we said goodbye to tsz ying. den son told me that tsz ying was CHIO!! haha! Den i was telling son that tszying dun usually walk home with me..and intro him my random clicks girls that usually walked home with me. I den asked him whtr he wanna see them b4 we go. Then it's lyk we were walking out of rp le den finally eileen answered my call and son was suggesting that we stay in rp cos its raining still. We did a sudden reverse and guess wad..i saw KORKOR and tszying with her boyfriend. So well, i say bye to tsz ying and talked to korkor.
When i saw him that time, i dunnoe why i was so frightened and kinda surprised. I felt though he was thinking that i was flirting away with my son. So i had a kind of gulity feeling inside. Ah well, den he made comment about my looks: say i look tanned..said that i yesterday dun look liddat...lyk wanna let my son noe that he saw me yesterday..den he oso asked about how to get to cwp w/o getting drenched..and my son told him that there's a path and they start to discuss about the communication problem( cos the prob statement was about show people the way to get to rp from cwp) Yep..and he asked whether i am dating with my son..LOL!! c'mon?!! den i explained to him that we haf no idea wad to do so we decided to head back to look for my friends.
YUP!!..
Den in eileen class..son and me watched movie together in his lappy. He had an awesome speaker dat was of dam good sound quality. The movie that we watched was a comedy..but it was so gore!! esp the part where the solider took the director's dead head and explaining it to his fellow buddies that the head was fake..and trying to lick the blood saying that its a corn paste and pulling out the bloody vessels..AArgh!! that was SUPER GORE AND DISGUSTING!! Den son showed me the movie that was about killing people and in the end everybody died..that show was another bloody show..its a musical.
After all the shocking scenes in the movie, we went back n wanna jio woodblk family out for a dinner. but failed cos its too out of the sudden and they couldn't get to the place in time too. Some of them didnt ans our calls too.
So we went home..
HERE'S THE RANDOM STUFFS:
I was doing the quiz half way and suddenly, theres no internet connection. so too bad..i haf reached the maximum no. of attempts..HAIS ! so suay..
MISSED JJ!! and was a little hurt after reading korkor's blog..
WHY leh? cos he said that he miss australia but he missed tina the most..NOTHING can take her place.
Ah well..thats is it man..
tmr theres band practise yay!
but a bit excited yet fearful to see korkor..He's gna beatbox..cool to hear him beatboxing away lah..but it will gna mean that he wld be hearing me playing keyboard too..see how noob i m in keyboard..
full of anticipation for tmr? but after knowing that its MATHS tmr..i sian le..
damm...
BYE readers..Wish me all the best eh?
today mag lew( my cognitive faccy) didnt come for class. so another faccy took over the class. I seriously think that today's problem was very texting. too much things to research on. But was really glad to find a good resource frm the internet!! super happy to learn wad makes an effective argument. YUP!
During 1st study period, i went to canteen and buy food. Was super hungry!! Amy can see tat..yup and i tasted carmel milk tea for the first time. The drink was super nice :D Saw my son on the way back..but he was walking too ahead of me, so i didnt bother to call him.
Next, i was jio-ing yuan ting n samuel to whitewash replug concert. They both are going! :D HAHA! happy ((: Den I talked to my son..told him that i saw him n later he webcam with me. He was dam interested in Yihan and yup, they became friends after i gave him her msn. :D Son saw me sulking. So he asked me whtr i wan him to look for me after sch. So i agreed.
After I met him, we didnt noe wad to do. so we was walking to the entrance..there we said goodbye to tsz ying. den son told me that tsz ying was CHIO!! haha! Den i was telling son that tszying dun usually walk home with me..and intro him my random clicks girls that usually walked home with me. I den asked him whtr he wanna see them b4 we go. Then it's lyk we were walking out of rp le den finally eileen answered my call and son was suggesting that we stay in rp cos its raining still. We did a sudden reverse and guess wad..i saw KORKOR and tszying with her boyfriend. So well, i say bye to tsz ying and talked to korkor.
When i saw him that time, i dunnoe why i was so frightened and kinda surprised. I felt though he was thinking that i was flirting away with my son. So i had a kind of gulity feeling inside. Ah well, den he made comment about my looks: say i look tanned..said that i yesterday dun look liddat...lyk wanna let my son noe that he saw me yesterday..den he oso asked about how to get to cwp w/o getting drenched..and my son told him that there's a path and they start to discuss about the communication problem( cos the prob statement was about show people the way to get to rp from cwp) Yep..and he asked whether i am dating with my son..LOL!! c'mon?!! den i explained to him that we haf no idea wad to do so we decided to head back to look for my friends.
YUP!!..
Den in eileen class..son and me watched movie together in his lappy. He had an awesome speaker dat was of dam good sound quality. The movie that we watched was a comedy..but it was so gore!! esp the part where the solider took the director's dead head and explaining it to his fellow buddies that the head was fake..and trying to lick the blood saying that its a corn paste and pulling out the bloody vessels..AArgh!! that was SUPER GORE AND DISGUSTING!! Den son showed me the movie that was about killing people and in the end everybody died..that show was another bloody show..its a musical.
After all the shocking scenes in the movie, we went back n wanna jio woodblk family out for a dinner. but failed cos its too out of the sudden and they couldn't get to the place in time too. Some of them didnt ans our calls too.
So we went home..
HERE'S THE RANDOM STUFFS:
I was doing the quiz half way and suddenly, theres no internet connection. so too bad..i haf reached the maximum no. of attempts..HAIS ! so suay..
MISSED JJ!! and was a little hurt after reading korkor's blog..
WHY leh? cos he said that he miss australia but he missed tina the most..NOTHING can take her place.
Ah well..thats is it man..
tmr theres band practise yay!
but a bit excited yet fearful to see korkor..He's gna beatbox..cool to hear him beatboxing away lah..but it will gna mean that he wld be hearing me playing keyboard too..see how noob i m in keyboard..
full of anticipation for tmr? but after knowing that its MATHS tmr..i sian le..
damm...
BYE readers..Wish me all the best eh?
Monday, June 22, 2009
it's a LONG day! :D ]: =X
wad a LONG day it is today!!but it was all fun and shocking...full of surprises :D
was on the verge on giving up before the 2nd meeting starts..cos there was too much work and my brainjuice is draining..BUT, something BIG happened in my school!!
there was 2 flu viruses cases. W1 and e3 block..thats scary isnt it?
The science presentation went out smoothly cos the faccy didnt ask anything in specific. erms, then i realised that i've registered for a CE talk and i forgtten about it. Good thing that kimberlery brought it out and reminded in me..but it clashes with the replug meeting. so ive no choice but to go for the meeting late.
Well, the first thing before i reached there, Iqmail was at the 3lvl doing those retarded actions to ask me to hurry come up for meeting. When i reached the meeting room, it's lyk the replugios was so friendly..they all said HI TING..Awws! felt so welcomed :D i was pretty pleased with that. den korkor was there and he squeezed his eyes and smiled to me..i did the same back to him :D hahaha! Hmm, den i was surprised that my sec sch music tchr was present at the mtg too. he looked at me when he was saying that keyboardist had Jazz lesson on Aug and I "YAY" in front of him. HAHA!
Nxt, i was "moulding" at the room after we finalised the band..so tabby and the rest were practising songs. I was doodling at the whiteboard and wrote REPLUG @ Danny's foolscap paper. He spotted it later and asked who did it..and i gave a laugh so...he knows thats me..
Ah well, during jamming, korkor beatboxed finished le...he convienently wiped his hands on my hair..and shirt..and its so yucky!! and he did the kissing face and go around chasing me with that retarded face. Thats so freaking out right? sweet thou. HAHA! :D
den listening to them jamming, Korkor suddenly literally lifted me up in the air. and one guy saw it and was lyk wahh!.. (-.-" lame right..liddat oso nida wah) den korkor says that im light..asked me wads my weight and i told him im not light..40+KG eh!! he wans to carry me..and i dun wana..den i said that dun do that with him. APPARENTLY people misunderstand or think slanted. ANW, later korkor stole my bag..he dun wanna return it to me unless i let him carry me. The guys heard it and they were lyk walau ehh..thinking that nxt time they can oso use the same method to take advantage of the gals. DOTS RTYE? den korkor shy and paiseh..put down the bag cos he dun wanna give the wrng impression..yay! got back my bag finally :D
yupp..and later korkor had danny to tok with..they smoked..so i walked infront of them and tok to wayne and raffy. had a light chat and took mrt with raffy. He showed me his chiobu friends pictures. I think one of them was his girlfriend? reached home around 930+pm. so yeah..went home had dinner..talked to JJ. wan him to jio me out for a study date. HAHA!
yeah..basically this was the whole of today. I miss naddy and JJ loadds..
Of cos, wanna take the chance to thank the Lord for providing me with all these things and I get to know wayne and raffy that both of them were christians!! cool rtye? :D haha.
bye readers
Sunday, June 21, 2009
HaPpy FaThErS' dAy (:
I was thinking whether i should blog later or now..cos till now..my family hasnt celebrated fathers' day with my father..
Ah well..got a slashing from my sis this morning. she was complaining that i didnt return her earrings after i've borrowed it from her.. seriously..it spoilt the whole day. it just so happens that dis issue can appear in my mind..I couldnt remember where ive placed her earrings..oh mann..my memory is failing..
on the midst of finding her earrings when i reached home, ive found so many new stuffs in my pencil case. I didnt even rmbed buying those stuffs..no impression at all...but well..its in my pencil case so..its mine! haha :D
Well, the morning breakfast was good. the whole family was present. But before breakfast, i was given spiritual food. the morning ministry message was about how to behave lyk a christian. and the ans was found in romans 12:9-21. There's something new that ive learnt this morning...
in romans 12:19 it says, "Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath {of God} for it is written, "Vengeance is mine, I will repay," says the Lord. so the learning point is persuading me not to repay evil by evil as it would not manifest the love and grace of the Lord. The learning point is backup with romans 12:21 which says, "Do not overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
well, I really wish that my family or JJ would go with me to singapore river festival
>I wanna go for the bumboat which I would hafta board at clark quay (I didnt go clark quay for donkey yrs alrdy!)
>I wanna go to marina barrage too (i've nvr been there in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!)
Should i jio JJ out? i dunnoe..haha..miss him so badly till ive got wounded at certain times. I rmbed last yr when im preparing for Os, i couldnt help to stop myself from msging him..got so hooked to him.. =X ah well..and i cried myself to slp sometimes..cos i really couldnt sleep and i would start to think about him..wondering y my parents and bro has to do this to me..they dunno him at all..they just know that he's my online friend and he's older den me..so they wans me to stop communicating with him..Hais..but i failed as a daughter and a sis..I still persist in talking to him. And even..talk to him on phone. until now, i didnt had the chance to see him personally..arghs..im kinda lyk a fan of him. HAHA! i keep his pics in my phone..when im bored i would doodle about him..and write on my textbooks that " I love JJ foreva" etc. this kinda things that a typical gal would do when she has a crush! full crush alert happens when he's near me perhaps?
not going to blog about korkor..just felt so distanced from him..he just stop appearing into my life le..just wanna talk about JJ :D he initiated to say Hi to me yesterday!! but no telepathy...i was away for my piano lesson when he said hi..and when im back from piano lsn and church..he was offline. ): so i sent him an instant offline msg to apologise..but he didnt reply until today? hmm..
suddenly felt so encouraged by the words of aunty jeanette. she said that i played well for the singpiration (Sunday School Junior). hasnt been playing piano for Sunday school for a long time. really enjoyed today..found it esp funnie when at the part when the kids were holding the note for 4 beats and dunnoe when to come in..i dunnoe how to describe but the kids were singing loudly and lively..love that energy..very much lyk mine when im webcaming with korkor in the past.. :D
hmm, there's nothing else to blog about specifically..oh yea..i felt lyk giving up in learning beethoven appassionata movt 3...so many running notes and yea..it's tough..and i dun haf much time to learn the piece as for now cos my piano exam is coming soon..darnnn..
kays..so much so for appassionata..really nothing to blog le..
BYE(:
HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD READERS!!
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
haPpy Fathers' Day!
Ah well..got a slashing from my sis this morning. she was complaining that i didnt return her earrings after i've borrowed it from her.. seriously..it spoilt the whole day. it just so happens that dis issue can appear in my mind..I couldnt remember where ive placed her earrings..oh mann..my memory is failing..
on the midst of finding her earrings when i reached home, ive found so many new stuffs in my pencil case. I didnt even rmbed buying those stuffs..no impression at all...but well..its in my pencil case so..its mine! haha :D
Well, the morning breakfast was good. the whole family was present. But before breakfast, i was given spiritual food. the morning ministry message was about how to behave lyk a christian. and the ans was found in romans 12:9-21. There's something new that ive learnt this morning...
in romans 12:19 it says, "Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath {of God} for it is written, "Vengeance is mine, I will repay," says the Lord. so the learning point is persuading me not to repay evil by evil as it would not manifest the love and grace of the Lord. The learning point is backup with romans 12:21 which says, "Do not overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
well, I really wish that my family or JJ would go with me to singapore river festival
>I wanna go for the bumboat which I would hafta board at clark quay (I didnt go clark quay for donkey yrs alrdy!)
>I wanna go to marina barrage too (i've nvr been there in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!)
Should i jio JJ out? i dunnoe..haha..miss him so badly till ive got wounded at certain times. I rmbed last yr when im preparing for Os, i couldnt help to stop myself from msging him..got so hooked to him.. =X ah well..and i cried myself to slp sometimes..cos i really couldnt sleep and i would start to think about him..wondering y my parents and bro has to do this to me..they dunno him at all..they just know that he's my online friend and he's older den me..so they wans me to stop communicating with him..Hais..but i failed as a daughter and a sis..I still persist in talking to him. And even..talk to him on phone. until now, i didnt had the chance to see him personally..arghs..im kinda lyk a fan of him. HAHA! i keep his pics in my phone..when im bored i would doodle about him..and write on my textbooks that " I love JJ foreva" etc. this kinda things that a typical gal would do when she has a crush! full crush alert happens when he's near me perhaps?
not going to blog about korkor..just felt so distanced from him..he just stop appearing into my life le..just wanna talk about JJ :D he initiated to say Hi to me yesterday!! but no telepathy...i was away for my piano lesson when he said hi..and when im back from piano lsn and church..he was offline. ): so i sent him an instant offline msg to apologise..but he didnt reply until today? hmm..
suddenly felt so encouraged by the words of aunty jeanette. she said that i played well for the singpiration (Sunday School Junior). hasnt been playing piano for Sunday school for a long time. really enjoyed today..found it esp funnie when at the part when the kids were holding the note for 4 beats and dunnoe when to come in..i dunnoe how to describe but the kids were singing loudly and lively..love that energy..very much lyk mine when im webcaming with korkor in the past.. :D
hmm, there's nothing else to blog about specifically..oh yea..i felt lyk giving up in learning beethoven appassionata movt 3...so many running notes and yea..it's tough..and i dun haf much time to learn the piece as for now cos my piano exam is coming soon..darnnn..
kays..so much so for appassionata..really nothing to blog le..
BYE(:
HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD READERS!!
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
haPpy Fathers' Day!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
saturday blues
it was another day of grace:
wanna Thank my Father for keeping safe and allowing me to live
well, anw, ive found it so hard to wake up this morning..
mother has to wake me up a several times..
*yawns* woke up to do rj, quiz and evaluation..chatted with JJ( said good nite to him..LOL..thats the way we communicate..when we're saying bye...it means HI...reverse psychology yea? we used to did spelling words from the back..exampe the word, "hello", we would spell it as "olleh". by reading this kinda words uh...give us more headache only..i rmbed theres a time he asked me, "eh..can we type the normal way?" I was lyk LOL. he's giving up so easily.. Of cos i agreed. dun wan him to find things so troublesome.)
practice piano..went for lesson..went to Youth People mtg in church..
this was wad happens in church:
The indoor game was super funny. 2 groups of gals V.S. 2 groups of guys.
The game goeas lyks this.. its lyk broken telephone. The message is to be passed down to another person through actions instead of using word. The last person of the row would hafta guess do the actions and guess the message.
its a simple game, but it's super funny when the actions gets "cock up" in the midst of passing thru the msg across the rows. and oso when the last person present the wrong message and actions!!
next, the bible study. I was alert at certain point of time..but at certain point of time i was super sleepy..Natalie's hiccups was super funny..and it sounds a little wrong("dirty sense") when she tried to mouth her hiccups. Today's lesson was on how to go about witnessing to people.
on my way home, i began to ponder upon certain things..
*sighs* I dun feel lyk saying it..
shall end it this way bah
bye
wanna Thank my Father for keeping safe and allowing me to live
well, anw, ive found it so hard to wake up this morning..
mother has to wake me up a several times..
*yawns* woke up to do rj, quiz and evaluation..chatted with JJ( said good nite to him..LOL..thats the way we communicate..when we're saying bye...it means HI...reverse psychology yea? we used to did spelling words from the back..exampe the word, "hello", we would spell it as "olleh". by reading this kinda words uh...give us more headache only..i rmbed theres a time he asked me, "eh..can we type the normal way?" I was lyk LOL. he's giving up so easily.. Of cos i agreed. dun wan him to find things so troublesome.)
practice piano..went for lesson..went to Youth People mtg in church..
this was wad happens in church:
The indoor game was super funny. 2 groups of gals V.S. 2 groups of guys.
The game goeas lyks this.. its lyk broken telephone. The message is to be passed down to another person through actions instead of using word. The last person of the row would hafta guess do the actions and guess the message.
its a simple game, but it's super funny when the actions gets "cock up" in the midst of passing thru the msg across the rows. and oso when the last person present the wrong message and actions!!
next, the bible study. I was alert at certain point of time..but at certain point of time i was super sleepy..Natalie's hiccups was super funny..and it sounds a little wrong("dirty sense") when she tried to mouth her hiccups. Today's lesson was on how to go about witnessing to people.
on my way home, i began to ponder upon certain things..
*sighs* I dun feel lyk saying it..
shall end it this way bah
bye
Friday, June 19, 2009
was it a blessing or a torture?
do you have any idea why I named my blog as it was just another day of grace?
Well, you don't see it in the previous post of any element of that rtye?
That's because all you see was complaints..bad relationships...desperation of guys...some happenings in school kinda thing..
But after all these things that I've gone through, I really wanna thank the Lord who loved me so much. Through all these things, I've learnt to grow..through all these trials..I learnt how to be strong..
Well, im felt alone, theres always Him watching over me..protecting me..
this very fact comforts me when im feeling so alone..
I used to think tat it's a blessing and I felt so peaceful when theres no one entering into my life..Cos you can have all the time to yourself..dunnid to entertain anione..dunnid to be conscious of wad u say will hurt him/her. But now I realised that it isnt true that its a blessing when they become part of your lifestory..
i found it torturing to me when theres no one entering into my life anymore..
Well, when you start to enjoy people coming into your life..getting used to their presence..and suddenly...they just walk out of your life..
*sighs* isn't this loneliness?
Well, i guess im just getting used to loneliness again..
If he didnt appear to me again, I think i might just wanna stop missing him..
I think i can let go..seriously..
and i wore it too just for the sake of fun and photos! :D
We camworh after 6th presentation and off i went home with kim
now JJ is toking to me online.
he's super nice..sent my the songs of taylor swift..
I love taylor swift voice..it roxs and its angelic :D
he just woke up frm the nap and is feeling slpy agn..
so PIGGY rtye?
i was nice to him too!!
sent him eye candies..
argh well...im the eye candy for him lah!!
haha!! bhb rtye? but he says im cute..
can't help it..
LOL! today my classmate says tat im super cute..thou its just a causal comment..i felt happy :D
THANKS dom!
don't feel lyk typing le..just feel lyk toking to JJ :D
i bluff him and tld him that ive seen him b4 and stalked him!!
LOL!! and he tot its true!! OMGosh!! he so bu yao lian!! :X
and now im sad..cos he wans me to go away..
he can't take prank meh? haiss..
guys are so full of ego..
last time i prank korkor..he oso gave me attitude after knwing that i was only on for his reaction..
GUYS ARE SO PETTY!!
humpt!!
Well, gta have dinner le..bye ):
Well, you don't see it in the previous post of any element of that rtye?
That's because all you see was complaints..bad relationships...desperation of guys...some happenings in school kinda thing..
But after all these things that I've gone through, I really wanna thank the Lord who loved me so much. Through all these things, I've learnt to grow..through all these trials..I learnt how to be strong..
Well, im felt alone, theres always Him watching over me..protecting me..
this very fact comforts me when im feeling so alone..
I used to think tat it's a blessing and I felt so peaceful when theres no one entering into my life..Cos you can have all the time to yourself..dunnid to entertain anione..dunnid to be conscious of wad u say will hurt him/her. But now I realised that it isnt true that its a blessing when they become part of your lifestory..
i found it torturing to me when theres no one entering into my life anymore..
Well, when you start to enjoy people coming into your life..getting used to their presence..and suddenly...they just walk out of your life..
*sighs* isn't this loneliness?
Well, i guess im just getting used to loneliness again..
If he didnt appear to me again, I think i might just wanna stop missing him..
I think i can let go..seriously..
(the above pic: tsz ying>rafi>yihan>geraldine)
and i wore it too just for the sake of fun and photos! :D
We camworh after 6th presentation and off i went home with kim
now JJ is toking to me online.
he's super nice..sent my the songs of taylor swift..
I love taylor swift voice..it roxs and its angelic :D
he just woke up frm the nap and is feeling slpy agn..
so PIGGY rtye?
i was nice to him too!!
sent him eye candies..
argh well...im the eye candy for him lah!!
haha!! bhb rtye? but he says im cute..
can't help it..
LOL! today my classmate says tat im super cute..thou its just a causal comment..i felt happy :D
THANKS dom!
don't feel lyk typing le..just feel lyk toking to JJ :D
i bluff him and tld him that ive seen him b4 and stalked him!!
LOL!! and he tot its true!! OMGosh!! he so bu yao lian!! :X
and now im sad..cos he wans me to go away..
he can't take prank meh? haiss..
guys are so full of ego..
last time i prank korkor..he oso gave me attitude after knwing that i was only on for his reaction..
GUYS ARE SO PETTY!!
humpt!!
Well, gta have dinner le..bye ):
Thursday, June 18, 2009
complaints works!!
What ive complaint yesterday in blog, seems to have some responses!!!
Oh mann, thats scary...Im super scared that they know about my blog..
I don't really share my personal thoughts to people..my friends and all..
it's all kept to myself. But now, im sharing it with u!! my dear readers!! =XX
Well, I complaint yesterday that korkor and JJ didnt spoke anything to me...so obviously i was feeling rather lousy esp after the maths module and cognitive UT.
BUT today, I have heard them!!!
korkor called me twice.
The first time he called me, I was wondering why he called me..I guessed that he wants to ask me where m i and wanna go home together kinda thing...
Scarlly he said me: " Hey...today got replug practise."
I was SUPER shocked!! I was lyk OH MAN..im in a deep trouble...
How could there be replug practise? nobody informed me!! and kim who was beside me says GG which added oil into the fire..I felt so horrid!!
So i asked him HUH? GOT MEH?!!!!
Chey! korkor didnt finish his sentence and Ive already overreacted. Heres the "chey" part.
He was trying to ask me Hey...today got replug practise previously and not telling me that theres replug practise.
So i said OH...*phew* No. theres no practise.
so ended up he said that there will practise probably tmr cos of the ignite TRCC event. Well, im not lyk him...a beatboxer. And i suxs at keyboard esp when it comes to acoustic music genre. So i dun think i'll be involved in the event.
The second time he called me...it answered to my guess when he called me the 1st time
He wanna noe where m i...and when i told him i reach home he was lyk..
"HUH?!!! so FAST?!!!"
Then i said yeah..i chao straight away after class.
(ABOUT JJ and Me..)Well...JJ didn't initiated to tok to me. I was the one who said hey and stuffs.
In the past, he used to be so enthu about me and stuffs...but now.. Theres NOTHING from him. no words..I had to talk to him if not theres really nothing from him.
Ah well, so i sent him mocca-i remember song. and he didnt accept. guess he didnt sees it.
and he tried to tok to me..why i said tried is because i can sense it from my gut feeling that im disturbing him and he wasn't interested to talk to me animore.
SaDness right?
Anw, i had a good laugh..he and his crap talk:
>when you see my nick first..it's my reply to him
>when you see his nick first..it's JJ's reply to me
(TING): *`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
(JJ): -=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
hungry lyk hell..
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
lol
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
how do u know hell is hungry
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
-.-"
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
well
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
cos theres no food there
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
hw u know..
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
maybe coz the population ther ealot larger
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
so they bother to cook
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
in heaven population is v small
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
so they eat can food
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
errrmmmsss
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
well
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
in hell...theres fire...a natural source...so u might wanna suggest this idea to the chairman/the person-in-charge of taking care of hell
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
lol
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
ya
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
there is fire
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
so can bbq
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
heaven is too cold
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
everything freeze
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
so...
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
raw food can be stored in heaven
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
den cook in hell
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
den later everybody share
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
but hell too many pple
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
end up nothing goes back up
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
but since pple up there are nice
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
they will eat can food
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
LOL!!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
rofl..
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
kayyy..
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
its logical
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
but its crap
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
lol!
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
hahahhaa
Woots! finally done with all the filling up with colours..
Yeah..thats the fun part of the conversation..
But!! AFTER THAT...i say him that i sent him song he didnt accept...and told him that i've a presentation and nida log off and said cya...den he didnt reply me.. ):
sadness..perhaps he was afk and when he's there ive offline le bah..
but still can send me offline msgs mah...make me happier..
Really missed JJ...
argh..!! the work that is pilling up is making me stress!!
i've got RJ and Quiz and evalution...havent done any of those..
plus i've a zit popping out from my face..
and yes..., -.-" stupid ryshi says that its PRO-TRU-DING(so loudly)
humpt..nvm..i suan him so much le..so its equal fairness :D
kays...im sweating lyk waterfall now..
i didnt on fan and kept on typing..
hehes! nida do stuffs le..
oh btw...dunno whtr the msg ive just received is a prank a not..
it says," pls switch off all ur hp 2nite. accordin to metro tv and int'l news, there will be a BIG radiation wave 2nite at 11pm which is very dangerous to humans. pls inform ur friends not to keep their hp near them." msg from uncle john
mabbe i shld listen to it..no harm doing it anw.
lol! gta do stuffs now le..
bye readers!! [:
p.s.: (Im spiritually broke...didnt give anything to my Lord recently...I desire now to please him and give Him wad I could (: )
Oh mann, thats scary...Im super scared that they know about my blog..
I don't really share my personal thoughts to people..my friends and all..
it's all kept to myself. But now, im sharing it with u!! my dear readers!! =XX
Well, I complaint yesterday that korkor and JJ didnt spoke anything to me...so obviously i was feeling rather lousy esp after the maths module and cognitive UT.
BUT today, I have heard them!!!
korkor called me twice.
The first time he called me, I was wondering why he called me..I guessed that he wants to ask me where m i and wanna go home together kinda thing...
Scarlly he said me: " Hey...today got replug practise."
I was SUPER shocked!! I was lyk OH MAN..im in a deep trouble...
How could there be replug practise? nobody informed me!! and kim who was beside me says GG which added oil into the fire..I felt so horrid!!
So i asked him HUH? GOT MEH?!!!!
Chey! korkor didnt finish his sentence and Ive already overreacted. Heres the "chey" part.
He was trying to ask me Hey...today got replug practise previously and not telling me that theres replug practise.
So i said OH...*phew* No. theres no practise.
so ended up he said that there will practise probably tmr cos of the ignite TRCC event. Well, im not lyk him...a beatboxer. And i suxs at keyboard esp when it comes to acoustic music genre. So i dun think i'll be involved in the event.
The second time he called me...it answered to my guess when he called me the 1st time
He wanna noe where m i...and when i told him i reach home he was lyk..
"HUH?!!! so FAST?!!!"
Then i said yeah..i chao straight away after class.
(ABOUT JJ and Me..)Well...JJ didn't initiated to tok to me. I was the one who said hey and stuffs.
In the past, he used to be so enthu about me and stuffs...but now.. Theres NOTHING from him. no words..I had to talk to him if not theres really nothing from him.
Ah well, so i sent him mocca-i remember song. and he didnt accept. guess he didnt sees it.
and he tried to tok to me..why i said tried is because i can sense it from my gut feeling that im disturbing him and he wasn't interested to talk to me animore.
SaDness right?
Anw, i had a good laugh..he and his crap talk:
>when you see my nick first..it's my reply to him
>when you see his nick first..it's JJ's reply to me
(TING): *`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
(JJ): -=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
hungry lyk hell..
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
lol
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
how do u know hell is hungry
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
-.-"
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
well
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
cos theres no food there
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
hw u know..
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
maybe coz the population ther ealot larger
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
so they bother to cook
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
in heaven population is v small
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
so they eat can food
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
errrmmmsss
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
well
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
in hell...theres fire...a natural source...so u might wanna suggest this idea to the chairman/the person-in-charge of taking care of hell
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
lol
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
ya
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
there is fire
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
so can bbq
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
heaven is too cold
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
everything freeze
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
so...
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
raw food can be stored in heaven
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
den cook in hell
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
den later everybody share
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
but hell too many pple
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
end up nothing goes back up
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
but since pple up there are nice
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
they will eat can food
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
LOL!!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
rofl..
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
kayyy..
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
its logical
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
but its crap
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
lol!
-=FirMaMent=- need help in buying selling or renting place? tell me!!
*`SMilE`* `sTarfiSh` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile
hahahhaa
Woots! finally done with all the filling up with colours..
Yeah..thats the fun part of the conversation..
But!! AFTER THAT...i say him that i sent him song he didnt accept...and told him that i've a presentation and nida log off and said cya...den he didnt reply me.. ):
sadness..perhaps he was afk and when he's there ive offline le bah..
but still can send me offline msgs mah...make me happier..
Really missed JJ...
argh..!! the work that is pilling up is making me stress!!
i've got RJ and Quiz and evalution...havent done any of those..
plus i've a zit popping out from my face..
and yes..., -.-" stupid ryshi says that its PRO-TRU-DING(so loudly)
humpt..nvm..i suan him so much le..so its equal fairness :D
kays...im sweating lyk waterfall now..
i didnt on fan and kept on typing..
hehes! nida do stuffs le..
oh btw...dunno whtr the msg ive just received is a prank a not..
it says," pls switch off all ur hp 2nite. accordin to metro tv and int'l news, there will be a BIG radiation wave 2nite at 11pm which is very dangerous to humans. pls inform ur friends not to keep their hp near them." msg from uncle john
mabbe i shld listen to it..no harm doing it anw.
lol! gta do stuffs now le..
bye readers!! [:
p.s.: (Im spiritually broke...didnt give anything to my Lord recently...I desire now to please him and give Him wad I could (: )
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
When I just began to realise, its all gone...
After so long, I just wanted to start blogging. Well, mainly because I have LAPPY!!! And im kinda free to blog too...with lappy, nobody will see me blogging :DDD
Another reason why I wanted to start blogging is because I don't have people that I can share my secrets to..its a way of reliving stress too.. :D
Yes!! it was just another day of grace!!
POLY LIFE:
I'm a republican and a replugio now.
I have click called random cliques: eileen and kimberley. I had a "korkor".
Know him through my "son" (yongxun). He kinda forced me to be his "sister".
Whoaa!! and you guys should really see his blog.. It's all about TINA! every post..
so chi1 qin1.
Another reason why I wanted to start blogging is because I don't have people that I can share my secrets to..its a way of reliving stress too.. :D
Yes!! it was just another day of grace!!
POLY LIFE:
I'm a republican and a replugio now.
I have click called random cliques: eileen and kimberley. I had a "korkor".
Know him through my "son" (yongxun). He kinda forced me to be his "sister".
Whoaa!! and you guys should really see his blog.. It's all about TINA! every post..
so chi1 qin1.
by the way, the pic above is my "korkor". He was posing for me in the webcam to take pics. HAHA! well, and he said that the barney was called ting (which was me). therefore he's kissing me.
(this the boring stuffs in life, which I called it SCREWED LIFE)
Ah well, I had a bad sleep last night.
I slept from 6+pm to 11+pm. I had sooo many miss calls from my parents. I was lyk slping soundly till I didnt realised that someone actually called me..Den I woke up at 11+pm and realised that I overslept! should wakie at 8+pm to study for cognitive, ended up revising the 6th presentation from 11+pm to 12+pm.
Den i really couldnt sleep after revising..I tried to slp in a starfish position..but still cldnt get to slp..den I start to think of certain things..relationships!!
Argh!! tot abt him, JJ ..tat guy that I knew on9 since sec3..hmm..Im just kinda desperate over him sometimes..really missed him loadds..so I imagined all the things that i can do with JJ till 3am den suddenly..its lyk GHOST attack!! I heard the houseflies buzzing in my ears in sudden loudness..i was so shocked that I quickly turnt on the lights..theres no insects to be found in my room...(GEEZ! dam eerie lah!!)
suddenly that sound just links it to the scene of the SHUTTER..the houseflies over that ghost's decomposed body...YUCKS! So i had a bad sleep.. And btw, im the only one in the house..LONELY AND SCARED.. haiiss...how great if I could haf JJ right beside me at that moment.. (GEEZ!! im desperate over HIM agn!!) arghss..
Sometimes I really wondered how cld i possibly fell for someone that I have not met before..hmm...this kinda liking for someone is really scary yea?
Well..today's module was MATHS... SIAN AH!! maths makes me mad..THIS the 4M rule that i've created when im sec4 doing addmaths. HAHA! all my maths exercise books has that quote! =X
(this is the secret)Ah well..u may be wondering why I put the title as When I just began to realise, its all gone... Right? Well...its about my "korkor". Its lyk i kinda miss him and hope that he'll go up to my class my find me agn...I shouldnt have told him that we should keep a distance or anithing liddat..
Well..but things just happened this way..I was really troubled after reading his msn personal msg..wad did he mean by attached? Well, i guess its that they have started le bah..All gone..no more guys in RP to pei me walk home/have fun/disiao/joke around le..left alone with my clicks..
BUT im still contented to be with my click. found a ring on the floor at the fried food food cart stall. ITS A NICE RING!! told Kim that perhaps the owner of this ring might be a shuai ge/pretty gayie boy. :D
Put it on kim's 4th finger and claimed that I'M her LAO GONG!!
hahahaha! :D
den eileen commented: "how can a laogong be shorter den laopao..looks kinda weird eh.."
Wahh good loh eileen...say I shorter den kim when u're shorter den me!!
[ROFL!] (:
den on train we discussed on wad is the first thing that we'll do when we reach home. So eileen says that she'll slp/bathe. I say I'll take off my hoodies. Then she said no..u shld take out ur keys to open the door.. I was lyk -.-" I should be knocking at the door and tell this to my sis, " jiejie!! i'm back! help me open the doorrrrrr..."
Ah well, I LOVE MY SIS!! she made me a happy meal for my dinner!! but disappointingly..got an ant sticking on the siew mai..
(eerrr rtye?)
but the food really looks appetising!!
oh btw, im super hungry esp when i reached home. cos I only had milk tea from 7+am>6+pm!! no other food!!
so that happy meal for dinner was really great and sastifying! :D
I just feel lyk blogging non-stop..about my life...too much happenings today and the past...
(Secret!)When I started knowing about my korkor, my life kinda change..hehes. I missed him so much during the hols that i see him in my dreams during the hols TWICE. thinking that he's back from australia. But well, when he asked me personally(face-to-face) whether I've missed him...I nodded my head hesitantly..he tot that I seriously fake that nod. but actually, I really missed him loadds.. FELT so distance...he's lyk so far away from me..i noe all it takes to get me to him was a call..but well..i felt weird to call him. He used to msn me and web cam me and we had all the fun at the webcam during study periods..but now, theres nothing from him. not even a word from him..korkor dun wan meimei le... )':
That JJ oso...I felt so distance...nothing from him to...
no words no songs today..
hope that I'll get to meet him in the future((: oh but at least, he sent me songs yesterday
LOVES!! <3
Alrighty! thats all about today...hopefully i'll be able to update my blog regularly..
BYE!
PS: KEEP the Secrets..
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