Should i be happy or sad?

A DAY OF GRACE!(:

Firstly, in the morning I just can't wake myself up..
keep on slacking on the bed. I cldnt rmb whtr i had piano lesson today..so i msg my tchr. den later i realised that lsn was tmr after sending the msg. mann..if i only i cld rmb it earlier.

Den i woke up super late..around 11am+!! hahaha! den i started to do things slowly..
Time passes super fast. I decided to go for YP initally..den realised that Im having problems with the exam pieces..tmr is piano lsn and i havent practiced piano for almst a week! mann..thats bad...plus my exam is coming up nxt month. =X
my life is so disorganised.

Anw, i didnt go for YP..I missed the discussion about how to preach to catholic..hais! It might be useful for the future..cos JJ is a catholic. HAHA =X
Ah well, den had a super full dinner with my daddy, mummy n brother!!
can't stop eating lyk yesterday!! mann...im so gna put on weight..

When we're on our home, I feel lyk passing motion..bear the pain lyk a mad women =X
Kept urging my brother to quickly open the door!! hahaha!

So..to conclude about today..I think i should feel absolutely contented!
i've such a great daddy n mummy to provide me everything that i need except for JJ.
How great if they wld understand about my love for JJ..
*sigh*

NOW feeling nostalgic..

Waiting for JJ to jio me out...waiting for him..

I rmbed that time when i ignored him for more den 6 months..(blocked him frm msn, didnt msg him) and after that i couldnt help but start msging him agn becos i missed him too much..He WAS ANGRY with me!! he wanted a good explanation..
So i said that it's becos I started to feel very different about him..I hafta stop this feeling..I have to stop having the feeling to wanna see him..

So he said that he was waiting for me..he feels the same as i felt..
I COULDN'T believe he actually feels that way too..
if only i knew it earlier..so basically I said that he can choose wadeva he wanna do with me..he says he wants me to meet him everyday..every moment! Lol!! i was lyk he might as well take me as his wife. HAHA! den after dat he says he dun mind..and he really called my laopo! xD HAHAHA! but that sweet moments lasted for a short while only.. (better den nothing! haha! it shall forever be in my mind) :D
I LOVE JJ! <3

i'll be waiting for the day..
cos i believe that we'll meet on a special day..in a special place..
I believe it will happen..I BELIEVE!