but unfortunately my dear readers..this blog is going to stop here..
it's going to end at this post and there would not be other updates on this blog anymore.
I decided not to delete this blog because, if i start to get nostalgic again..I would want to come back and read it..
| -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | so i win in being dirty | ||||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:00:49 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | so u're not | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:00:56 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | a HORNY bastard | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:01:13 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | lol | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:01:20 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | i nv seen it as a bad thing | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:01:56 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | y | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:02:11 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | y isit bad | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:02:21 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | its part of human to be horny | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:02:26 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | i didnt say its bad wad | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:02:50 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | lol | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:03:03 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | u hav no idea how it feels | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:03:05 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | so yeaa | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:03:15 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | ohhhhhhhh.... | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:03:36 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | are u implying that u... | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:03:43 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | i am not a virgin.. | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:03:56 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | OKAY | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:04 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | lol | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:11 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | so i guess ur nt gonan talk to me already? | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:12 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | lol | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:18 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | i will still tok | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:24 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | but i feel hurt | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:31 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | sry.. | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:40 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | *hugss | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:53 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | thanks for being honest | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:04:55 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | but i do it if i love the person | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:05:11 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | i seee | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:05:34 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | still hurt? | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:05:46 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | yes | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:05:53 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | u just threw me a bomb | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:05:55 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | sryy | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:05:58 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | HAHa | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:06:00 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | its okay | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:06:31 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | dun haf say sry if u're telling me the truth | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:06:46 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | i'd rather u be honest now den in the future | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:06:55 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | then by den u gta be really sry | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:06:56 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | haha | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:06:56 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | ! | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:07:06 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | lol | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:07:30 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | well it comes to a pt of time when i feel that it doesn't really matter v much if a persons a virign | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:06 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | HAA | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:07 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | okay | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:21 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | i got debate now..for presentation | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:25 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | lol | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:25 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | cya! | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:27 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | byebye | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:27 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | have fun! | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:27 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | cya | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:30 PM | *||`SMilE`||* `stArfish` onlyalifelivef0rHim,isalifew0rthwhile | ok | |||||
| 7/13/2009 | 1:31:34 PM | -=FirMaMent=- VVIP Preview Launch of THE GALE @ FLORA ROAD | bb! |
Thats the whole history message..
I felt that what I've blogged about for the past 24 posts are all rubbish FACTS.
but this gave me a very good reason to let go of him completely..
I dunno if he has decided to be responsible for the gal..
BUT wad i know is..
he cannot be in my heart..
i've to remove him away..
I HAVE TO!
U guys might be thinking that it's ok. I still can accept him if i wants to..it all depends on me.
But people, look at this..
His thinking is super far from me now..his actions are too hurtful to me..
he did it becos he loved her..which means that he had loved a gal when I'm still loving him..and he nvr told anything abt her to me even when i am just his friend.
The fact that he could take "this" so causally, means that he's very far far far far away from the Lord that i believed in..
(even when things happened lyk this..I hope that he'll be able to know the true Living God in the future)
and of all these things..he did no effort to explain things to me..
which means that Im totally not important in his heart..
having me to be there fore him doesn't make any difference..
Im just another person that's going to walk in..and den out of his life..
there wun be footprints in his heart..
Perhaps he doesn't want me to know to much..
but he doesn't know how important are those explanations to me..
FURTHERMORE..
I didn't avoid..I gave him chance to explain by saying that I would still continue to talk to him..
yet he's not planning to tell me immediately..
anyway..
he doesn't want to get near to me becos of my parents..
My parents did told him to stay far from me..im the one who had been hiding things from my parents about communicating with him..ALL BECAUSE I LIKED HIM..
but with all these sacrifices that I've made..it has all gone into waste..
nothing comes out of it..its nothing..("no net worth!")
Perhaps this is the lesson for me..to be "deep" girl and not a "shallow" girl when looking out for a guy..
I've got nothing to say..
all I hope was that i wouldn't let this ugly fact gets into my life..
im not believing that i'll meet him in a special day/ in a special place already..
it's all gone..
Forget about him yea? if i can't forget..
I would let it be part of my history..
.it shall be my story..
and I shall learn things from these happenings...
bye readers..
(this blog is offically closed)
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